XXX years as the Queen of sin

LÅTLISTA

  1. Possessed

    (Orris)

  2. (In your eyes) The truth lies

    (Orris)

  3. Queen of sin

    (Orris)

  4. Child abuse

    (Orris)

  5. I rather be in hell

    (Orris)

  6. From my point of view

    (Orris)

  7. I miss you so

    (Orris)

  8. Ashes of pain

    (Orris)

    9. BONUSTRACK:
  9. We are good now

    (Orris)

    10. Remixes : Demos ’n stuff
  10. (In your eyes) The truth lies | Remix

    (Orris)

  11. Queen of sin | Remix

    (Orris)

  12. Child abuse | Remix

    (Orris)

  13. From my point of view | Remix

    (Orris)

  14. I miss you so | Remix

    (Orris)

  15. Ashes of pain | Remix

    (Orris)

  16. (In your eyes) The truth lies | Remix

    (Orris)

  17. Queen of sin | Remix

    (Orris)

  18. From my point of view | Remix

    (Orris)

  19. I miss you so | Remix

    (Orris)

  20. Queen of sin | Remix

    (Orris)

  21. From my point of view | Remix

    (Orris)

  22. I miss you so | Remix

    (Orris)

  23. From my point of view | Remix

    (Orris)

  24. Queen of sin | Demo

    (Orris)

  25. From my point of view | Remix

    (Orris)

”This is not the truth, this is just my story”

– ORRIS

The breakup was a fact. I sat down with a blank Word Perfect document and wrote…just wrote. Suddenly I hade 8 lyrics that reflected my version of this story. A turbulent time in my life. Now it has been 24 years since I released the original ”XXX years as the queen of sin” and I gathered some friends and decided to release it for real, sort of speak. This time completely without samples. Off we go;

POSSESSED

Now I know better, I should have known that it’s impossible to hurt you, but I couldn’t stand to see you cry

So many things I’m gonna tell you about the dreams that I could have given you. You made me believe that you were the one

Possessed, Possessed, I couldn’t see my reality, I couldn’t trust all my jealousy. What did you do to make me possessed?

These words will break your vision, break your mission. You might listen up and then you’ll be the same

Take your mom in her hand and go insane. You live a lie that ends today manipulate is your trademark and I won’t stay to see you break

Possessed, Possessed, I couldn’t see my reality,I couldn’t trust all my jealousy. What did you do to make me possessed?

(…IN YOUR EYES…) THE TRUTH LIES

How did you hide the truth in your eyes? How did you manage to see me die? How did you start your way of living? When did you start taking instead of giving

How did you find the time to write your stories? Can you give me one reason to keep up that glory?

You’ll see it somewhere in the future girl.You can run but you can’t hide in mind. You’ll explode and understand one day that in your eyes there’s where the truth lies

I can’t understand how you can be so heavenly then turn the one you love into your enemy. You can write me about your pregnancy but you don’t know how the father is. (Don’t blame me)

How did you find the time to write your stories? Can you give me one reason to keep up that glory?

You’ll see it somewhere in the future girl.You can run but you can’t hide in mind. You’ll explode and understand one day that in your eyes there’s where the truth lies.

You’ll see it somewhere in the future girl.You can run but you can’t hide in mind. You’ll explode and understand one day that in your eyes there’s where the truth shines so bright

QUEEN OF SIN

You say that you can’t stand a lie and you only believe in the truth. But I been watching you for awhile and I know that it isn’t true.

You’ve been lying behind my back most of the time with me

You say that you don’t like the nude and it’s nothing that turns you on. But I been watching you for awhile and I know just what you’ve done.

You’ve been lying on your back most of the time without me

You are the Queen of Sin that I never could believe in, that I couldn’t trust turned to rust, trust turned into rust

You say that you don’t like my friends but you still spend some time with them and you think that you can tell them things but you forgot that they are my friends.

They have told me all of the things you don’t want me to know about you

You are the Queen of Sin that I never could believe in, that I couldn’t trust turned to rust, trust turned into rust

How could you be so cruel? How could you be so cold? How could you be so bad? How could I been so mad? Oh baby baby

You are the Queen of Sin that I never could believe in, that I couldn’t trust turned to rust, trust turned into rust

You are the Queen of Sin that I never could believe in, that I couldn’t trust turned to rust, trust turned into rust

CHILD ABUSE

My dreams were shaking when I found myself waking from the nightmare where I lived and used to sleep. I searched for the meaning, I saw a raindrop from the ceiling. I felt alive and I realized that I had to ask these questions:

Hello, who are you? The Devil’s child with the right to decide what’s wrong or right (what’s wrong or right?) I’m a little confused, what do you mean with child abuse?

Hey you, I survived, more than survived and I found the answers to the questions. If it’s longhaired and tattooed, it’s ok with child abuse but if it’s you who meet the young ones, your love is so true but if it’s me, it’s just another kind of child abuse.

Is it really so? Is it really so? Is it really so?

Hey you, I survived, more than survivedand I found the answers to the questionsIf it’s longhaired and tattooed, it’s ok with child abuse but if it’s you who meet the young ones, your love is so true but if it’s me, it’s just another kind of child abuse.

What do you mean with child abuse? What do you mean? (I survived) What do you mean with child abuse? What do you mean (I survived)

I RATHER BE IN HELL

The nights are black, the days are dark. My mind is blue if I think of you

(If I think of you) and all these wasted times (If I think of you) and all these lying rhymes (If I think of you) and all these empty words

I rather be in hell than in your cell again. I rather be in hell than in your cell again. (I rather be in hell) than in your cell aga

Satan is watching and the devil is proud as the torture continues but I’m not around.

If I think of you (and all these wasted times) If I think of you (and all these lying rhymes) If I think of you (and all these empty words)

I rather be in hell than in your cell again I rather be in hell than in your cell again I rather be in hell (than in your cell again)

Hell Cell Hell Cell Hell Cell Hell Cell Hell Cell Hell Cell

FROM MY POINT OF VIEW

Your daddy left early, you still wonder if he ever cared. Your mommy turned crazy and she´s not really ok yet

You’ve tried to blame me for what happened. You’ve tried to hate me for what happened but soon everybody knows what really happened

You might be beautiful but what’s inside, what’s behind? Your mommy might be wonderful but what did the devil do to her mind?

You’ve tried to blame me for what happened (it was not only my fault) You’ve tried to hate me for what happened (it was not only my fault) but soon everybody knows what really happened

This is not the truth, this is just my story. If you need to defend yourself, please do but now everybody knows what really happened from my point of view, from my point of view, from my point of view

You’ve tried to blame me for what happened (it was not only my fault) You’ve tried to hate me for what happened (it was not only my fault) but soon everybody knows what really happened

I MISS YOU SO

Last night when I had closed my door all my ”so-called friends” had left. I long for the dawn when tears fought on my cheek all my ”so-called dreams” were finally gone

I started to cry and I wondered why you left it all behind

How could you ever go, when it felt so good, it felt so safe, how could you go? I miss you so

All my living lies, all my wonder whys, all this lovely times that I choose to left behind, all these precious moments, all my broken vows. All these endless nights and I still wonder how

I started to cry (I started to cry) and I wondered why you left it all behind

How could you ever go, when it felt so good, it felt so safe, how could you go? (how could you ever leave?) How could you leave me here? How could I let you go? How could you be so cruel, when it all felt so good? I miss you so

Even if I had a lifetime to explain you wouldn’t even understand cos you can’t feel any pain

ASHES OF PAIN

I can’t remember the last time I felt this good. I can’t remember when I left you for good. I can’t remember why I never forgetthat I remember why we ever met.

My feet might be dirty but they’re always cleaner than your heart. Somewhere you’ll meet me and you will see that I’m

Dancing in the ashes of pain, there is nothing left to burn me. Dancing in the ashes of pain, there is nothing left to hurt me

I can’t remember when the sun was this bright. I can’t remember a day without a fight. I can’t remember why I ever stayed,(ever stayed at all) when you were somewhere else to get laid.

Hey, my feet are dirty but they are always cleaner than your conscience, somewhere, anywhere, everywhere, you find me

Dancing in the ashes of pain, there is nothing left to burn me. Dancing in the ashes of pain, there is nothing left to hurt me

I wish I forgot that I remember you at all

WE ARE GOOD NOW

It’s been twenty-five years since we fell apart. We were young and messy and didn’t know where to start. You had your past like a shadow, I had my loudness as a shield. We were holding on too tightly, to something we couldn’t feel

And when it ended, I were gone with some recorded words. I saw you a few times, but I never said the words

Now here we are, same place, same night. Not running, not hiding behind the fight. You say you’re sorry with your eyes looking down, I say, “I could have saved you, but I let you drown”. It doesn’t matter now, we’ve both been through, what we had to face it, just to make it through and we don’t need to go back anyhow. We’re good now, yeah, we’re good now

You told me that you’ve been sick, that life hit you hard, took time to learn, what it was that tore you apart. I know now that I wasn’t ready to hold what you held. I thought I was helping but I only helped myself

(suddenly) We laugh about something that no one else would ever get. Felt light in a way that it never did back then

Now here we are, same place, same night. Not running, not hiding behind the fight. You say you’re sorry with your eyes looking down, I say, “I could have saved you, but I let you drown”. It doesn’t matter now, we’ve both been through, what we had to face it, just to make it through and we don’t need to go back anyhow. We’re good now, yeah, we’re good now

No dramatic ending, no need to pretend. Just a long, quiet hug, like two old friends

Now here we are, same place, same night. Not running, not hiding behind the fight. You say you’re sorry with your eyes looking down, I say, “I could have saved you, but I let you drown”. It doesn’t matter now, we’ve both been through, what we had to face it, just to make it through and we don’t need to go back anyhow. We’re good now, yeah, we’re good now

We’re good now, yeah, we’re good now. We’re good now, yeah, we’re good now. We’re good now, yeah, we’re good now. We’re good now, yeah, we’re good now

The original: XXX years as the queen of sin [2001]